right now,

you're far away and we haven't been around much. isn't weird how we're better when we're far apart? but not too far or else we get bitter again, we can't stay happy for however long whatever is. is it because we need Change? do we need to be constantly moving, constantly thinking, constantly worrying or thinking what-if? honestly, i'm not sure what to think of that, but i dont' think i mind. i mean, obviously sometimes i do but right now i'm okay with it. katy perry put it correctly;

"got a case of love bi-polar"

now tell me how true is that, the hate to love you, love to hate you. "like a broken record player", on and on and on... how about we just quote lyrics from now on, because it works better for me and the music speaks better, and i think we'd get into less fights if we knew what we were trying to say, or even what we were saying as we're saying it. how much do i write about you. how much do i think about you, do things that revolve around you, base how much of my life around you? my life, around you. but this is what i tell myself i live for everyday. what is there else to live, love, and be loved? love is the soul of every good thing, how can people not believe in it? i am frustruated with you, love. each and every day there is a time when i can ask Life, "why, why do you make me feel this way?" but as the hush sound puts it, "without the sour, the sweet wouldn't taste" and that's tattoo worthy.